This Role Play is done by Nikki and Yihbey. AND THIS RP FINALLY ENDED!!!!! WEEEEEE!!!! The next will be Klaine Wedding! *u*
RP scene 1-6: http://yihbey.blogspot.tw/2012/10/rp-klaine-reunion-by-nikki-and-yihbey.html
RP scene 7-8: http://yihbey.blogspot.tw/2012/12/rp-klaine-reunion-by-n-y-scene-7.html
RP scene 9-11: http://yihbey.blogspot.tw/2013/01/rp-klaine-reunion-by-n-y-scene-9.html
RP scene 12-13: http://yihbey.blogspot.tw/2013/02/rp-klaine-reunion-by-n-y-scene-12.html
RP scene 14: http://yihbey.blogspot.tw/2013/04/rp-klaine-reunion-by-n-y-scene-14.html
RP scene 15-20: http://yihbey.blogspot.tw/2013/05/rp-klaine-reunion-by-n-y-scene-15.html
(Paul and Kurt are going to break up?)
Klaine tries to be friends after breaking up but then it's just too hard so they get back together.
Roles
NIKKI....AS KURT HUMMEL
YIHBEY.... AS BLAINE ANDERSON
YIHBEY.... AS PAUL
RACHEL
SANTANA
(Nikki's dA: http://nikuke-08.deviantart.com/)
NIKKI....AS KURT HUMMEL
YIHBEY.... AS BLAINE ANDERSON
YIHBEY.... AS PAUL
RACHEL
SANTANA
(Nikki's dA: http://nikuke-08.deviantart.com/)
Scene 14 (In hotel, Kurt and Blaine were on the same bed.)
He couldn't sleep at all because of...KURT. Though Kurt didn't face towards him, the familiar raspberry smell - which was used when they had the first time - kept alluring him to step out of line. He really wanted to cuddle Kurt, but he couldn't, because he had promised Kurt he couldn't touch him when they were sleeping.
"Focus, Blaine, your goal is to remember everything when he sleeps beside you! You can't hurt him again! "
Things got worse when Kurt turned over -- his body got completely stiff when Kurt's face was really close to him. Kurt's hot breath directly puffed against Blaine's skin, and, most important of all, Kurt's face, which had looked so serious and indifferent before he went to bed, was so gentle and innocent right now.
That was the face he had used to miss so much after he no longer slept with Kurt.
And Blaine was totally turned on now.
Shit.
Shutting his eyes VERY tightly, Blaine started to count sheep, trying to calm down his cock. But it didn't work, so he continued to memorize all the equations he learned from school. But then......
Kurt was having a VERY pleasant dream. He was wrapped in Blaine's warmth, and grinding his rock hard cock up against Blaine's. This dream must be taking place before all Hell broke loose. Kurt let out a breathy moan as he felt Blaine deliberately start biting at his neck, which he knew Kurt turned on really fast. Kurt closed his eyes and tilted his head upwards, baring more of his neck for Blaine to bite and suck on. It felt so good, it was almost like it was really happening.
Then suddenly, Kurt's eyes flew open and he realized that it WAS really happening.
Oh. Shit.
Blaine didn't notice Kurt had already woken up, continuing to carefully unbutton Kurt's pajamas and slowly lick Kurt's chest, until he heard a cough.
Kurt was staring at him, which scared
Blaine to immediately roll off the bed.
"No, Kurt, I can explain!" Blaine
nervously stood up, trying to figure out how to clarify the whole situation.
But... no, he could only think of one reason for his behavior: he just couldn't
resist his desire for Kurt. That's all.
"I'm really sorry..." Blaine even
couldn't look at Kurt now. He broke his promise to Kurt.
Kurt looked at Blaine with lust blown eyes, thinking about all the reasons why he SHOULDN'T do this.
But God, he missed him.
And suddenly, Kurt was TIRED. TIRED of avoiding this, tired of trying to dance around everything. He needed closeness and skin on skin. He needed to get this out of his system.
"Fuck it," Kurt said in a breathy whisper as he threw himself at Blaine, sealing their mouths together and groaning in relief and pure, unadulterated desire as he quickly pealed off Blaine's shirt and attached his mouth to one of Blaine's nipples, sucking heavily.
Blaine moaned. This sudden pleasure made Blaine's body bend like a bow, then he heavily lay down. His back a little hurt, so he said, "Could we go back to the bed? " Blaine groaned again as Kurt licked down to his abdomen, "...and don't stop this time. "
"yeah, yeah, whatever you want, baby," Kurt said in a low voice, deciding not to give a shit about pet names this time. Kurt took Blaine's hand and led him back to the bed, lying on top of Blaine and grinding his thinly clothed erection into Blaine's, moaning erotically.
However, all of sudden, Blaine pulled over Kurt and sat on the top of Kurt's hardness, wantonly smirking at Kurt.
"This time...let me do this for you."
Kurt looked up at Blaine and saw that his eyes were so fully dilated with lust, all the brown around the rim was gone. He was sure his eyes looked the same. Breathing heavily, Kurt nodded slowly. "O-okay."
Blaine smiled and quickly took off both of their clothes.
They were naked again. For the second time at that night.
Holding Kurt's cock, Blaine bent down, kissing the tip of it, licking the precum on it, satisfied with hearing the thrilling sound coming from Kurt. Then, he reached over to take condom and lube, preparing for greeting the second sex at that night.
Now, he sat on the top of Kurt again, gripping Kurt's cock, a little nervously looking at Kurt, "Ready?"
"y-yeah," Kurt said in a husky whisper. His heart was pounding a mile a minute, because he was facing Blaine this time, something which really backfired last time.
Kurt felt small tears prick at his eyes and in a moment of weakness, he leaned in and laid a gentle kiss on Blaine's lips.
After all, this was probably his last chance to be with Blaine like this.
So Kurt was going to make the most of it and not screw it up over fear this time.
Blaine kissed back, very slowly and gently, because he didn't want to scare Kurt. However, he was not really sorrowful now. Instead, he was glad that Kurt trusted him again, at least in some way.
He even could feel a little hope started to sprout at the bottom of his heart. But no, he didn't think too much about it; all he wanted now was to LOVE Kurt like this one last time.
Then he started to put Kurt's cock inside him. Taking a deep breath, closing his eyes, he could clearly feel the hardness was gradually driving him out of the reason and possessed his mind.
"Ha-ah..." Blaine sighed with relief as he was finally filled with Kurt. SO full.
Kurt made a whimpering sound as tears clouded his vision. This was SO much different than sex with Paul. He felt like a missing part of him had been connected again. He felt like he was home.
Kurt buried his face in Blaine's shoulder and tried to restrain his sobs, but he was becoming overwhelmed again. With relief, sadness, fear...too many different emotions to name. He wanted to say I love you, I miss you, but it was too dangerous. Still, he didn't want to freak out like last time.
One last time, he repeated to himself.
One last time to feel like you're lovers with him again.
One last time. So make this one count.
"Can I move, baby?" Kurt asked gently as he caressed Blaine's hair and tenderly kissed his temple.
"You don't have to move, babe," Blaine smiled, "Just... feel me. I will do it for you."
He softly pulled down Kurt, starting to move up and down. He began with a slow pace, then moving faster as he got used to Kurt's length inside his body.
Then, they groaned and blushed. Kurt closed his eyes and grasped Blaine's waist tightly. Blaine held Kurt's hands and gasped and sweated.
Every part of this sex was so wonderful.
God, he really love Kurt. Really.
So he decided to move slower. Then, he took Kurt's hand and kissed his fingers, starting to lick them, bite them, cherish them, as if they were the most precious things in the world.
Kurt moaned softly as he felt Blaine worship his fingers. Tears of emotion were pouring down his face and he could see the same thing happening to his lo-to Blaine's face.
God, this was like the most bittersweet sex of his entire life. It reminded him SO much of their first time. Soft. Tender. Sweet. Passionate. Beautiful.
Kurt kissed Blaine all over his face, caressing his waist slowly, but his heart felt like it was about to explode with pain again, so he knew he had to speed things up to keep from having another melt down.
"UNF! Oh, God...Blaine..." Kurt whispered huskily, "Go faster, baby. Please. I need it."
Blaine wiped away his tears and hardly nodded as all of his sorrow and love was almost going to poured out of his heart.
The furthest distance in the world
Is not between life and death
But when we love each other
Yet we cannot...
Be together.
He moved fast and hard, wrapping Kurt tensely, and both of them were lost in the sensal pleasure again. Soon, when Kurt went over the verge of his orgasm, Blaine reached his climax as well.
Then, Blaine collapsed, lying beside Kurt, but he found Kurt completely huddled up and was crying very hard.
This scene was definitely the most heartbreaking one in the world. But Blaine still tried to control his emotion, hugging Kurt tightly, patting Kurt's back gently, "Kurt...Don't cry..." Blaine was about to cry as well, but he still held it back, "Promise me, you'll be happy with Paul. Okay? "
Kurt felt his heart break at Blaine's words. "Be happy with Paul". Kurt wanted to, really, he did, but...sex with Paul had NEVER felt like...like THAT. Like coming home. Like a cool breeze on a hot summer's day. But on the OTHER hand...he was TERRIFIED to take Blaine back. So he just said, "I-I will, thank you," even though it broke his heart to say that. Kurt felt Blaine's arms circle around his body and he settled into the embrace, trying to calm down his body spasms from the crying. Slowly, he wrapped his own arms around Blaine's neck and buried his head in his bo-EX boyfriend's curls, trying to memorize the scent of him while he still had the chance.
Blaine sank into Kurt's chest more, slightly rubbing Kurt's skin with his face. Yes, there had used to be his home; it wouldn't be anymore. Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow, love would fade away in a slow pace from day to day, since Kurt was trying very hard to move on with Paul.
But, he was totally fine with that now. He knew Paul was the best choice for Kurt, at least Kurt said so. If he really loved Kurt, he should let Kurt go and help Kurt move on with Paul. He just wanted to see Kurt happy. That's all.
"If you have problems with him, you can talk to me and I'll see if I can help. After all, we're still best friends, right? "
Kurt choked back another sob but managed a shaky smile through the tears. "Yeah....yeah, a-always, Blaine." Kurt hugged Blaine tightly and then cleared his throat awkwardly, getting up to get a shower and get dressed. It wouldn't be easy, but Kurt was going to make sure he never slept with Blaine again. It was too dangerous.
The rest of the night turned out pretty peaceful. Maybe this was the best result for both of them, Kurt and Blaine thought.
Scene 15 (Kurt, Rachel, Santana, and Paul were in the same apartment.)
A terrible snow storm was roaring in the New York City, but Kurt didn't really care about it - everything went fine in the room. Rachel was in her bedroom, Santana was looking for a good film for their sudden break, and Kurt and Paul were imitating the roles of Downton Abbey. Though there was a little inconsistency between Santana and everyone, Kurt was in a pretty good mood - he finally recovered from the night with Blaine and had fun with Paul.
Paul was pretty glad, too. At first he thought it might have been a dangerous decision to let Kurt go to find his ex-boyfriend, but it seemed that Kurt finally made things clear with Blaine and decided to be with him. He was in great relief - he believed that this was a significant milestone in the relationship between Kurt and he, and he knew that they would be endgame one day.
Kurt suggested that they watch Moulin Rouge since they were snowed in and Santana reluctantly agreed, while Rachel and Adam enthusiastically agreed.
Everything was going fine until they got to the Come What May scene- suddenly, Kurt was fantasizing about singing this with Blaine. It started out very bittersweet, just Blaine, singing all by himself on the first verse, heartfelt and full of emotion. Then, Kurt joined him on the second verse and they danced a little. Then, Kurt ran away from him and Blaine chased after him. Kurt eventually turned to face Blaine during the last chorus and walked over to Blaine and wrapped his arms around him from below, resting his head on Blaine's shoulder. The entire thing was beautiful and painful as hell and it brought tears to Kurt's eyes. He tried very hard not to sob aloud and so he sat there, quietly watching the TV with a giant lump building in his throat, hoping against all hope that nobody saw him in this state.
...No such luck.
Paul heard a little bit sniff, and he saw Kurt from the back - it seemed that Kurt's hand softly wiped away something from his face. It's pretty weird for Paul because he knew Kurt's always so excited every time when he saw the climax of the movies, especially the romance ones.
So he was crying? Without making any noise? So Paul asked Kurt, "Kurt, are you crying?"
"Wha-? Um, no, my contacts are...really bothering me right now," Kurt said in a slightly shaky voice. Shit!
"I didn't know you wore contacts," Rachel chimed in.
"Yes, Rachel, I just found out I have a slight astigmatism." Kurt replied in a slightly impatient tone.
"Who wants popcorn? I'm gonna to kitchen to refill my mug with more coffee." Santana stood up and took her mug and the bowl.
"Thanks, Santana, but I need to talk to Kurt, " Paul paused the movie and turned to Kurt, "Kurt, could we talk in another room? I have something to tell you. "
"Yeah...yeah, okay," Kurt said, trying to hide his obvious nerves with a smile. He followed Paul out of the living room and into his bedroom. Kurt walked in first and sat on his bed, watching Paul walk in and shut the door behind him, a solemn look on his face.
"Kurt, I know this might be a private question, but I need to ask... since I'm your boyfriend," Paul sat beside Kurt, looking hesitant, "did something happen to you when you went to see Blaine few weeks ago? I mean, you didn't say anything about it after you came back New York, as if... it was a secret and you didn't want anyone to know it. "
Kurt swallowed hard. Shit, shit, SHIT. Paul was NOT supposed to have any suspicions about this. But Kurt might as well come clean.
"Okay...in all honesty, something DID happen between me and my ex, we- we slept together at Mr. Schue's wedding. But you and I weren't exclusive, so I figured it...wasn't...cheating. Oh God. I'm sorry, Paul. It didn't mean anything though, okay?"
Kurt winced as tears pin-pricked at his eyes. If only it really hadn't meant anything to him.
"This is not okay, Kurt, " Paul tried to calm himself down, swallowing, "I trusted you, but now you said we weren't exclusive? That's just..." Paul had wanted to say "humiliating," but he thought that's too intense and asked Kurt instead, "Give me a good reason why you slept with him. "
"I-I...it just....ha-happened." Kurt said. Fuck. Lying through his teeth. And Paul would know it, too. His stomach churned with guilt and he decided it was time to come clean, because Paul had done nothing to deserve being treated like this and it was the least Kurt could do.
"A-Alright, I'm sorry, I won't lie to you anymore...I.....I slept with him because I've been thinking about him a lot and I thought that maybe if I slept with him casually, no strings attached it would prove that I'm over him, but I'm NOT over him and I desperately want to be over him, really I do....and you should just break up with me Paul.....I....I don't deserve you." Kurt felt like shit. He and Paul had never mentioned being exclusive, but.....possibly Kurt had thought they were more of a casual thing than Paul did. Oh God, what the FUCK has he done?
Paul silenced. No, he didn't want to see Kurt apologizing like this. He still liked Kurt. Kurt was a kind and adorable person, and having fun with Kurt let Paul truly happy from the bottom of his heart.
"I still like you, Kurt, " Paul sighed, " And I don't want to lose you. But... things are, if you are not totally over him, I think, maybe it's time... for us... to separate for a while...God!" Paul wiped away his tears and took a deep breath, trying to stay rational, "Sorry, it's still hard to say this, " Paul sadly smiled, holding Kurt's hands, "But Kurt, I need you to know this is not officially a breakup. I just want you to figure things out. You can go back with him; I won't stop you. Or you can just stay with me, but don't meet him again until a few months later. "
Kurt took a deep sigh and let a few more tears slip out. He really thought he was going to lose Paul the minute he told him he slept with Blaine.
"O-okay..." Kurt said in a shaky voice, "give....give me a few days to figure out what I want to do, okay? And thank you for not....hating me over this."
"I won't hate you, never, " Paul gently hugged Kurt, "now I'd like to go back to watch the movie, if you don't mind."
Then Kurt spent hours sitting beside the window, seeing the storm gradually destroyed everything on the street, including part of his heart.
(Continued in scene 15.)Blaine moaned. This sudden pleasure made Blaine's body bend like a bow, then he heavily lay down. His back a little hurt, so he said, "Could we go back to the bed? " Blaine groaned again as Kurt licked down to his abdomen, "...and don't stop this time. "
"yeah, yeah, whatever you want, baby," Kurt said in a low voice, deciding not to give a shit about pet names this time. Kurt took Blaine's hand and led him back to the bed, lying on top of Blaine and grinding his thinly clothed erection into Blaine's, moaning erotically.
However, all of sudden, Blaine pulled over Kurt and sat on the top of Kurt's hardness, wantonly smirking at Kurt.
"This time...let me do this for you."
Kurt looked up at Blaine and saw that his eyes were so fully dilated with lust, all the brown around the rim was gone. He was sure his eyes looked the same. Breathing heavily, Kurt nodded slowly. "O-okay."
Blaine smiled and quickly took off both of their clothes.
They were naked again. For the second time at that night.
Holding Kurt's cock, Blaine bent down, kissing the tip of it, licking the precum on it, satisfied with hearing the thrilling sound coming from Kurt. Then, he reached over to take condom and lube, preparing for greeting the second sex at that night.
Now, he sat on the top of Kurt again, gripping Kurt's cock, a little nervously looking at Kurt, "Ready?"
"y-yeah," Kurt said in a husky whisper. His heart was pounding a mile a minute, because he was facing Blaine this time, something which really backfired last time.
Kurt felt small tears prick at his eyes and in a moment of weakness, he leaned in and laid a gentle kiss on Blaine's lips.
After all, this was probably his last chance to be with Blaine like this.
So Kurt was going to make the most of it and not screw it up over fear this time.
Blaine kissed back, very slowly and gently, because he didn't want to scare Kurt. However, he was not really sorrowful now. Instead, he was glad that Kurt trusted him again, at least in some way.
He even could feel a little hope started to sprout at the bottom of his heart. But no, he didn't think too much about it; all he wanted now was to LOVE Kurt like this one last time.
Then he started to put Kurt's cock inside him. Taking a deep breath, closing his eyes, he could clearly feel the hardness was gradually driving him out of the reason and possessed his mind.
"Ha-ah..." Blaine sighed with relief as he was finally filled with Kurt. SO full.
Kurt made a whimpering sound as tears clouded his vision. This was SO much different than sex with Paul. He felt like a missing part of him had been connected again. He felt like he was home.
Kurt buried his face in Blaine's shoulder and tried to restrain his sobs, but he was becoming overwhelmed again. With relief, sadness, fear...too many different emotions to name. He wanted to say I love you, I miss you, but it was too dangerous. Still, he didn't want to freak out like last time.
One last time, he repeated to himself.
One last time to feel like you're lovers with him again.
One last time. So make this one count.
"Can I move, baby?" Kurt asked gently as he caressed Blaine's hair and tenderly kissed his temple.
"You don't have to move, babe," Blaine smiled, "Just... feel me. I will do it for you."
He softly pulled down Kurt, starting to move up and down. He began with a slow pace, then moving faster as he got used to Kurt's length inside his body.
Then, they groaned and blushed. Kurt closed his eyes and grasped Blaine's waist tightly. Blaine held Kurt's hands and gasped and sweated.
Every part of this sex was so wonderful.
God, he really love Kurt. Really.
So he decided to move slower. Then, he took Kurt's hand and kissed his fingers, starting to lick them, bite them, cherish them, as if they were the most precious things in the world.
Kurt moaned softly as he felt Blaine worship his fingers. Tears of emotion were pouring down his face and he could see the same thing happening to his lo-to Blaine's face.
God, this was like the most bittersweet sex of his entire life. It reminded him SO much of their first time. Soft. Tender. Sweet. Passionate. Beautiful.
Kurt kissed Blaine all over his face, caressing his waist slowly, but his heart felt like it was about to explode with pain again, so he knew he had to speed things up to keep from having another melt down.
"UNF! Oh, God...Blaine..." Kurt whispered huskily, "Go faster, baby. Please. I need it."
Blaine wiped away his tears and hardly nodded as all of his sorrow and love was almost going to poured out of his heart.
The furthest distance in the world
Is not between life and death
But when we love each other
Yet we cannot...
Be together.
He moved fast and hard, wrapping Kurt tensely, and both of them were lost in the sensal pleasure again. Soon, when Kurt went over the verge of his orgasm, Blaine reached his climax as well.
Then, Blaine collapsed, lying beside Kurt, but he found Kurt completely huddled up and was crying very hard.
This scene was definitely the most heartbreaking one in the world. But Blaine still tried to control his emotion, hugging Kurt tightly, patting Kurt's back gently, "Kurt...Don't cry..." Blaine was about to cry as well, but he still held it back, "Promise me, you'll be happy with Paul. Okay? "
Kurt felt his heart break at Blaine's words. "Be happy with Paul". Kurt wanted to, really, he did, but...sex with Paul had NEVER felt like...like THAT. Like coming home. Like a cool breeze on a hot summer's day. But on the OTHER hand...he was TERRIFIED to take Blaine back. So he just said, "I-I will, thank you," even though it broke his heart to say that. Kurt felt Blaine's arms circle around his body and he settled into the embrace, trying to calm down his body spasms from the crying. Slowly, he wrapped his own arms around Blaine's neck and buried his head in his bo-EX boyfriend's curls, trying to memorize the scent of him while he still had the chance.
Blaine sank into Kurt's chest more, slightly rubbing Kurt's skin with his face. Yes, there had used to be his home; it wouldn't be anymore. Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow, love would fade away in a slow pace from day to day, since Kurt was trying very hard to move on with Paul.
But, he was totally fine with that now. He knew Paul was the best choice for Kurt, at least Kurt said so. If he really loved Kurt, he should let Kurt go and help Kurt move on with Paul. He just wanted to see Kurt happy. That's all.
"If you have problems with him, you can talk to me and I'll see if I can help. After all, we're still best friends, right? "
Kurt choked back another sob but managed a shaky smile through the tears. "Yeah....yeah, a-always, Blaine." Kurt hugged Blaine tightly and then cleared his throat awkwardly, getting up to get a shower and get dressed. It wouldn't be easy, but Kurt was going to make sure he never slept with Blaine again. It was too dangerous.
The rest of the night turned out pretty peaceful. Maybe this was the best result for both of them, Kurt and Blaine thought.
Scene 15 (Kurt, Rachel, Santana, and Paul were in the same apartment.)
A terrible snow storm was roaring in the New York City, but Kurt didn't really care about it - everything went fine in the room. Rachel was in her bedroom, Santana was looking for a good film for their sudden break, and Kurt and Paul were imitating the roles of Downton Abbey. Though there was a little inconsistency between Santana and everyone, Kurt was in a pretty good mood - he finally recovered from the night with Blaine and had fun with Paul.
Paul was pretty glad, too. At first he thought it might have been a dangerous decision to let Kurt go to find his ex-boyfriend, but it seemed that Kurt finally made things clear with Blaine and decided to be with him. He was in great relief - he believed that this was a significant milestone in the relationship between Kurt and he, and he knew that they would be endgame one day.
Kurt suggested that they watch Moulin Rouge since they were snowed in and Santana reluctantly agreed, while Rachel and Adam enthusiastically agreed.
Everything was going fine until they got to the Come What May scene- suddenly, Kurt was fantasizing about singing this with Blaine. It started out very bittersweet, just Blaine, singing all by himself on the first verse, heartfelt and full of emotion. Then, Kurt joined him on the second verse and they danced a little. Then, Kurt ran away from him and Blaine chased after him. Kurt eventually turned to face Blaine during the last chorus and walked over to Blaine and wrapped his arms around him from below, resting his head on Blaine's shoulder. The entire thing was beautiful and painful as hell and it brought tears to Kurt's eyes. He tried very hard not to sob aloud and so he sat there, quietly watching the TV with a giant lump building in his throat, hoping against all hope that nobody saw him in this state.
...No such luck.
Paul heard a little bit sniff, and he saw Kurt from the back - it seemed that Kurt's hand softly wiped away something from his face. It's pretty weird for Paul because he knew Kurt's always so excited every time when he saw the climax of the movies, especially the romance ones.
So he was crying? Without making any noise? So Paul asked Kurt, "Kurt, are you crying?"
"Wha-? Um, no, my contacts are...really bothering me right now," Kurt said in a slightly shaky voice. Shit!
"I didn't know you wore contacts," Rachel chimed in.
"Yes, Rachel, I just found out I have a slight astigmatism." Kurt replied in a slightly impatient tone.
"Who wants popcorn? I'm gonna to kitchen to refill my mug with more coffee." Santana stood up and took her mug and the bowl.
"Thanks, Santana, but I need to talk to Kurt, " Paul paused the movie and turned to Kurt, "Kurt, could we talk in another room? I have something to tell you. "
"Yeah...yeah, okay," Kurt said, trying to hide his obvious nerves with a smile. He followed Paul out of the living room and into his bedroom. Kurt walked in first and sat on his bed, watching Paul walk in and shut the door behind him, a solemn look on his face.
"Kurt, I know this might be a private question, but I need to ask... since I'm your boyfriend," Paul sat beside Kurt, looking hesitant, "did something happen to you when you went to see Blaine few weeks ago? I mean, you didn't say anything about it after you came back New York, as if... it was a secret and you didn't want anyone to know it. "
Kurt swallowed hard. Shit, shit, SHIT. Paul was NOT supposed to have any suspicions about this. But Kurt might as well come clean.
"Okay...in all honesty, something DID happen between me and my ex, we- we slept together at Mr. Schue's wedding. But you and I weren't exclusive, so I figured it...wasn't...cheating. Oh God. I'm sorry, Paul. It didn't mean anything though, okay?"
Kurt winced as tears pin-pricked at his eyes. If only it really hadn't meant anything to him.
"This is not okay, Kurt, " Paul tried to calm himself down, swallowing, "I trusted you, but now you said we weren't exclusive? That's just..." Paul had wanted to say "humiliating," but he thought that's too intense and asked Kurt instead, "Give me a good reason why you slept with him. "
"I-I...it just....ha-happened." Kurt said. Fuck. Lying through his teeth. And Paul would know it, too. His stomach churned with guilt and he decided it was time to come clean, because Paul had done nothing to deserve being treated like this and it was the least Kurt could do.
"A-Alright, I'm sorry, I won't lie to you anymore...I.....I slept with him because I've been thinking about him a lot and I thought that maybe if I slept with him casually, no strings attached it would prove that I'm over him, but I'm NOT over him and I desperately want to be over him, really I do....and you should just break up with me Paul.....I....I don't deserve you." Kurt felt like shit. He and Paul had never mentioned being exclusive, but.....possibly Kurt had thought they were more of a casual thing than Paul did. Oh God, what the FUCK has he done?
Paul silenced. No, he didn't want to see Kurt apologizing like this. He still liked Kurt. Kurt was a kind and adorable person, and having fun with Kurt let Paul truly happy from the bottom of his heart.
"I still like you, Kurt, " Paul sighed, " And I don't want to lose you. But... things are, if you are not totally over him, I think, maybe it's time... for us... to separate for a while...God!" Paul wiped away his tears and took a deep breath, trying to stay rational, "Sorry, it's still hard to say this, " Paul sadly smiled, holding Kurt's hands, "But Kurt, I need you to know this is not officially a breakup. I just want you to figure things out. You can go back with him; I won't stop you. Or you can just stay with me, but don't meet him again until a few months later. "
Kurt took a deep sigh and let a few more tears slip out. He really thought he was going to lose Paul the minute he told him he slept with Blaine.
"O-okay..." Kurt said in a shaky voice, "give....give me a few days to figure out what I want to do, okay? And thank you for not....hating me over this."
"I won't hate you, never, " Paul gently hugged Kurt, "now I'd like to go back to watch the movie, if you don't mind."
Then Kurt spent hours sitting beside the window, seeing the storm gradually destroyed everything on the street, including part of his heart.
RP scene 1-6: http://yihbey.blogspot.tw/2012/10/rp-klaine-reunion-by-nikki-and-yihbey.html
RP scene 7-8: http://yihbey.blogspot.tw/2012/12/rp-klaine-reunion-by-n-y-scene-7.html
RP scene 9-11: http://yihbey.blogspot.tw/2013/01/rp-klaine-reunion-by-n-y-scene-9.html
RP scene 12-13: http://yihbey.blogspot.tw/2013/02/rp-klaine-reunion-by-n-y-scene-12.html
RP scene 14: http://yihbey.blogspot.tw/2013/04/rp-klaine-reunion-by-n-y-scene-14.html
RP scene 15-20: http://yihbey.blogspot.tw/2013/05/rp-klaine-reunion-by-n-y-scene-15.html
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